Few more days to count down, another bigger event to worry about. I just feel like staying at her and avoiding the crowd. This time, I think its for real that we're over. I really think that I am only left with family and friends. But even family members are like crazy. I think like my sister is jealous because I'm always out with her boyfriend. Does she thinks that I am going to be such a bitch? Second sister has became super short-tempered ever since she came back. I don't really know whats left for me. I don't think I have anybody to really trust and talk to anymore. Oh well, maybe I can look on the bright side and start to be independent.